My life has been chaos. Friday night was a turning point and Saturday morning was the lowest I have ever felt.
I had made the decision to do what my children wanted the most. To be together. To be a complete family. In that decision I had to give up the love of my life.
Saturday morning I called the paramedics to the apartment we shared to save his life. A bottle of ambien that he swallowed, nearly killed him. My ambien. My fault. I was the reason for his feeling.
The kids are all very happy. Their prayers are full of thanks for the family again, but my heart will never be whole again.
I love my children more than they will ever know....
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NOT. YOUR. FAULT. You cannot control other peoples actions. He chose to take those pills, you didn't make him.
I knew about that he called me and told him.. He said it was pay back for what you did or some shit like that.. He said he left you VM on your phone if you wanted to check them. Ugh I really really need to talk to you.. Do you have a home phone since you have no cell.. I have so many questions. I support you in what ever you decide and I konw you want to do what is best for the kids.. Now lets get your ass down here now :)
Luv ya.. Lets talk soon.
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