Busy Day....

Yesterday was a hard day. Everything finally hit me and I had a hard time holding myself together.. Actually - I didn't.

David is campaigning against me via Facebook mostly with Andrew. He is the weakest link and David knows it. Why put a guilt trip on an 11 year old? He wasn't taking care of them at his house, and I can. There is no reason for them to live like that, and if he treated them like he treated me in the last week, he definitely doesn't need to have them there. Darienne, Jack and Matt are happy as clams to be home and are settling nicely. Darienne even took the boys to the pool by herself (with Andrew's help) today. A really big FIRST for her. I need my family together and having all four children together is crucial. I need to know they are safe and taken care of. I will not let ANY of them go back with him without a fight.

I called a cab today. I had to go to the Federal court house (AGAIN) and refile for divorce. Last week I had retracted my claim because David had convinced me to. I went to Kinkos (23.00 for copies!) The post office to serve him his papers (10.00 to serve by mail) and for the cab (60.00!!!!). But it is done, and I feel good about it. Next week I will find out if they will waive my court fees or not ::: Crossing fingers & toes ::::

I have almost everything back in order now. All of the ebay items that were in limbo this past week have been shipped, the house is clean, everything is almost put away and the laundry.... Well.... The laundry. :/ I'm working on it.