waste of time.

Yesterday was a full day. I had a dr. appointment ( who didn't do a freaking thing) It was a follow up from my Hospital stay and the damn doctor didn't even take my vitals. He was absolutely UN-Professional, UN-Personable and didn't give a rats ass how I am doing. He said I needed t0 be seen by a phychiatrist and that was the just of my appointment. Waste of time, waste of co[payment. Blah... How hard is it do get a dr. that actually cares about their patiends. Why was no blood work up done? and why the hell did they not take my sugar level??
Bllha.. As always I have pleanty to bitch about, but such is life.. He would no write me any RXs; and I am out of three rx's.. Its been more than a month.. I hate being treated like this. Its retarded. My Doctor is out of town and I got some towel head to treat me yesterday. Yes, I know its a racial slur but when I have been going to the doctor for almost 20 years, and have him not only deny my whole relationship with their doctor, Meds were my purpose for going to keep my migraines in check. So, this is my life.. I have four pain pills left to get me until When??? You better believe the next migraine we aer going to the er and they can treat me there, A-hoes
My insurance is ending at the end of August. I am terrifed..
I also had the divorce papers turned in yesterday while we were out and about and filed that he has recieved the documents. 30 days from now and it will be over.. Strange to think..

Darienne was babysitting with Andrew but decided to go to their dads and we met them in the parking lot of our aptartment building heading out. Really kind of confusing because we were NOT expecting the kids to leave...

But it was a nice, quiet night were we layed in the living room all snuggled up watching Animal Planet ( lol ) and wound up in bed watching Hide and Seek before I totally konked out.....

My vision is still really blurry and I am having a hard time with my balance. I keep fallling over and there is nothing I can do, exept try and not do what is it I am supposed to do. I can't read my scripture yet, its too blury

BUUT!!!! On a happy Note, I am feeling devious today and want to get a Startbucks.... Its been MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think I can justify it :)