I had a bad day yesterday... Entirely disappointed.
It was capped off with getting the kids from school.
I didn’t get Jack ready so he had to stay with my Josie while I went and he was screaming at me when I left with Darienne to get the other kids from the Elementary.
I went to the regular pick up spot. Talked to Matthew’s teacher for a bit, about a project I am doing and started to head home. By that time, no teachers or kids were outside and I was missing one kid. Lauren. I asked the boys where she was. "Didn’t she go home sick?". "NO", I said. I panicked. Horrible thoughts ran through my head. I headed to the office, no Lauren. I caught a teacher in the hall, and she told me Laurens Teacher was in a meeting. There were no kids in the hallway. I headed down the hall to her classroom and there she was. Thank god, or so I thought.
She was standing there, and when I said Oh, lets go, She said I’m almost done and started cleaning off a table. Ok. I waited. After she was done I said Lets go, she ignored me and kept doing what she was doing. This went on for 15-20 mins. I finally raised my voice and said "We have to go, I am leaving" and stood in the hall. NOO fucking response. I went in and took her by the arm to lead her out. Took, not squeezed. And she fucking starts screaming "your hurting me your hurting me" and she tried to run back in the class room to finish. So I put my hand on her arm and told her I wasn’t hurting her and it was time to go and she kept screaming it/.
I was fucking mortified. I got home and I wanted to beat her. Put her in time out. Something. But nothing was done. She didn’t learn anything. She doesn’t respect me. I don’t know what to do. I told her I wasn’t going to pick her up from school again. She will be nine in November. She KNOWS not to act like that.